Hi, I'm Dave, and I want(ed?) to die.
I'll start off by giving a **TRIGGER WARNING** I'm going to be talking about the darkest corners of my mind, which inevitibly includes honesty about suicidal thoughts. Hi! I'm Dave, and for the last few weeks I have been utterly convinced that I want to die. Sounds kind of nonchalant, flippant if you will, but it's true. It's hard to put into words how you feel when the most malevolent thoughts creep into your mind, you almost don't notice as the tendrils of depression slowly creep inside your head and slowly chokes what little positivity you have into submission. I suffer HUGELY with paranoia, I believe people talk, plot and scheme against me while my back is turned, I feel like the world is out to get me, and when you combine that with a feeling of worthlessness that depression brings to the table your own head can be the single worst place to be, which sucks because your mind should be a happy place that drives your hopes and dreams, that gives yo...