Depression manifesting as anger...
So, as we have established on previous episodes of 'Crazy Dave' I struggle with my head, like a LOT. Depression as a whole is hard, bit sometimes the individual parts that add up to it are even worse than the entire package. I have ALWAYS had issues separating sadness and disappointment with rage, anger and aggression. Let's talk about aggression. Many years ago I'd delight in picking a fight, regardless of whether it was verbal or physical, because it was an outlet, it allowed me to release some of the pressures of life, and I should probably be ashamed of the things I said and did to various people. I've hurt so many people individually, I've worried their families with the damage I have inflicted upon their loved ones. I was a master at saying the right thing to make somebody swing for me, a comment about somebody's girlfriend looking like a beaten pig, a sly comment about how they probably fought like a pussy, and given the fact they were as...